simple complication

love.

for it to only consist of four letters, it definitely holds so much weight.

love has many definitions according to webster's dictionary, which lets me know just how complicated love can be. (click on love for the multiple definitions)

i can honestly say that i have given love and received love. but the consequences of doing so have taught me many lessons, awarded me with many smiles and butterflies, and gifted me with many unwanted disappointments.

but through my previous love, i have been able to open myself up to what is new. what is readily available. to the unknown. and i'm scared as hell and shaking in my brand new boots but enjoying the journey!

loving someone is a simple task. being able to care for someone's feelings, feel an indescribable closeness with someone, having a strong affection for someone, or the sexual desires associated with an emotional connection with someone are easy to have. it's the possibility of knowing that it's a one-sided deal. knowing that you may be hurt. or the new person is not the one you'll spend the rest of your life with.

these are things that we cannot control. all we can control is how open we let our hearts. i'm still open to love and my heart is open for business.

IGHAFO!!!!!

okay...so for starters...IGHAFO means "i'm gonna have a friggin orgasm!" that's the way i feel when i find some items in fashion that make me want to lose my mind!

right now, i am officially a stan for Maria Pinto designs! she's the fab lady who has dressed Michelle Obama over President Obama's campaign. here are a few of the pieces Mrs. O rocked designed by Pinto:

we all loved these looks...well at least i know that i did! so i ventured onto maria pinto's website http://www.mariapinto.com/ , and i was instantly in love!!!!!!!!! her choices are simple, yet bold. the colors are stunning, and the styling is impeccable. classic with a twist...a fabulous twist at that! here is one of my faves from the website, but definitely check it out for yourself. you'll be pleasantly surprised!

so i've decided to bring life back into my blog, since i basically killed it before it really got started.
i've really been into blogging lately with the help of the great "google reader" and i've been exposed to so many different things that i knew nothing about before. so i've made the choice to start sharing some of the things i find interesting, intriguing, and down right hilarious!

hope you enjoy...

choice

we all must make choices in life. good choices, bad choices.
every day i begin to notice that the choices i'm making in my life may not necessarily be the best choices for me. for my future. but i make them anyway because that's how i feel at the moment. like it may be a bad choice, but a good choice to make me feel better at the time.

i checked my email the other day (i hadn't in a couple of days, another bad choice since i'm trying to keep in better contact with my network), and i read a daily word message on self-discipline from rev. run. it read as follows:

Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Good morning. You can't get much done in life if you only work on the days that you feel good. -Jerry West

that statement hit me like a brick! that's the way i was living my life. i realized that i have so much motivation when i'm not in school. hell, i'm motivated enough to get up in the mornings, get dressed and drive to campus, but as soon as i get back into school and on that campus, i don't feel like doing anything and my motivation goes completely out the window. and then i don't perform to the level in which i know i can.

so today i'm making a vow to put in as much work as i want to get out. i have goals to be a success this semester (whatever the definition of success is) and not let life's prior choices get the best of me. it's a new day, and i have the option to make good or bad choices.

today i CHOOSE to make the best possible choice to influence my life positively.

i charge you to choose to have a wonderful day!

love
gl

groWTH

life is amazing





















as we progress in life, there is growth that takes place...or at least growth that SHOULD take place.

when plants are given the right amount of water and sunlight, as well as the necessary nourishment, it grows into a beautiful creation.

but what about when you don't want growth.
when you're content with things staying the same.
when you can't afford to support growth.
what to do then?

make decisions...ISAGENIX, LASERS, RAZORS or DONATIONS?!

LOL...love my jas and laurenia!
have a great day my loves...

gl

laughter.love.friends.turtle

HELLO! This is my inauguaral post on my blog. THGALGSLKDALTGLAKGSJK! (signals extreme emotion, i.e. happiness, excitement, frustration)

just want to welcome everyone to my world.

i'm a simple, yet complex individual that is currently going through many changes and trying to find my direction in this life.

i know life is what you make it, but i want to make sure i make my life the best it can be, ya dig?

nice to meet you.
sit back.
relax.
lets get to know each other.

peace
guardedlove